I think it's time for my life to get going. For the words to fall flat, for the meanings to be meaningful, for the truth to stop lying, and for what I love and want to be natural. My life's not perfect, I've realized that, but there's always those moments. The ones that make you smile and cry and laugh. They make life real. I've stopped hoping for the best, because at least there's surprise or understanding. I think I finally understand myself. I don't need anyone in my life, but I'm a people a person. It's rather contradictory. I'm just waiting... waiting for things to fall in to place, because right now, that's all I can do.